Shame in hand with apology,
For being the things that let you down
That I'm so hard pressed to
Trapped alone beneath,
An ideal of who to be
But you can't relate or realize now
That you've pushed
me again to something that I can't be
And its all so much you ask from me,
When I try so hard to be what you expect
But I can't win and you won't forget
It's hard to explain how I am getting by on so little from you.
It's hard to believe that I would let myself get
so wrapped in you.
There's got to be something that would be worthwhile for me to give to you.
We need a connection
But you seem to push me far away from you.
It's hopeless now
It seems that there's nothing left
I don't care anymore,
This failure that surrounds me
Because I can't be all the things I want to without you
And it won't help to watch you smile without me
Which of the bold faced lies will we use?
I hope that you're happy,
You really deserve it,
This will be the
best for us both in the end.
The truth is,
You could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath,
Id apologize for bleeding on your